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i can't take it any longer!serious super duper stress sekarang ni.. dari tadi duk tengok cerita hantu bonceng lah, dengar lagu sampai nak tercabut gegendang telinga lah. tapi still tak boleh buang perkataan STRESS!!

sumpah aku kata nak nangis sekarang ni. nak nangis kuat-kuat,nak jerit kuat - kuat,nak ape-ape jelah lagi yang penting perasaan ni keluar dari hidup aku!!

PLEASE I AM BEGGING U!

when heart really stubborn to listen to mind.

can i say that i really really really really really miss him so damn super duper much?

i am trying to be tough enough but i can't make it yet. aku cuba untuk keraskan hati untuk stop thinking about him, stop care of him but i can't. i just pretend to didn't care when they talk about him, but i can't stop my tears drop.

i know i don't deserve to miss him. he's already someone else,i know that. he's happy with the new one, i know that. he's forgetting u, i know that. you are nothing to him anymore, i know that.

it's been 7 month he left and 4 month pretend like i never know him.
but sorry my self


assalamualaikum