fragile

i really hate when i start to feel unpleasant cause it just make me feel how i really wish he were here.

if he were here, i will stay calm and tough cause at least i know i have him with me.just like before.

i really hate to feel this way, i wish someone may understand that,but no one realize that.


i am not HYPOCRITE and i hate to being hypocrite.

i am not TOUGH and i hate to being not tough.

when i start to keep silence they think i am angry with them and they will be off with me,but the truth is i just hide my sadness and wish my tears wont drop.

assalamualaikum