"sy ske die lg"

"sy ske die lg"...tp 1%..pe yg korg akn rse ble ur boy ckp cm 2 kt korg?btul pe yg aku sangkakn??that's y i'm asking him..and the answer is yes..even a little bit left..aku xtau pe yg aku rse..mmg rse nk ngis,tp xleh nk ngis..rse frust?nth r..ht aku cm kosong skrg ni...kosong sgt..die ckp die dh byk b'korbn untk aku..aku hargai..hargai sgt..die kta baik single dr pengorbanan die sia2..mknenye?ya rabbi...aku akn hilg die ke?nth r...aku xrse nk rply msg die skrg ni..biar r msing2 relax&cool dlu..tp aku sgup lpskn die,klu 2 leh wt die hapy..even skrg ni aku rse cm de gap antara ktorg..klu die ngn 's' 2,atleast die leh kongsi minat die,kerja die..sbb 2 yg die nk dr dlu..aku igt die p'nh ckp klu leh die nk lover die kongsi mint yg sme ngn die..leh wt kerja sme ngn die..xcm aku..die photo&aku banking..beza sgtkn?aku xleh nk join minat die..sgt b'bezakn?aku nmpk die frust ble aku bg alasn untk xnk blaja tntang photo.tp nk wt cm ne?slh aku ke?aku xslhkn die..tp 2 situasi kami..mmg dr luar cm hapy..tp?hakikatnyer?aku rse ksong antara kami..ble de mslh,xp'nh skali pun ktorg b'jaya atasinya ngn baik..tp aku hrp kli ni dpt atasinya dgn baik.. plz..i still luv him&need him..